My friend, if you’re not using this time to rest, educate yourself, listen awesome music, appreciate art, develop a new skill, and prioritize your purpose and people in your life, you are wasting an opportunity you may never get again.
The world literally stopped and shifted for you to get your shit together. If this is torture for you, find out why and deal with it the best you can. Stop being selfish and complaining about everything. Remember that you such a privileged person. A lot of people don´t even have 1/10 of your luck.